Message of Fr. Vazken Movsesian, parish priest of St. Andrew Armenian Church, Cupertino, from the Nakhagoch Newsletter. Electronic version archived on: SAIN-- St. Andrew Information Network -------------------------------------- c. 1988 Fr. Vazken Movsesian Address comments to: dervaz@sain.org -------------------------------------- April 1989 NOT THE SAME OLD STORY AN END TO RHETORIC The following sermon was delivered by Fr. Vazken on April 23, 1989 on the occasion of Armenian Martyrs' Day 1989. Once again we find ourselves commemorating Armenian Martyrs' Day. This is the 74th anniversary of the most barbaric crime of genocide. We know the facts. One and a half million Armenians were maimed and butchered. We also know the details. Some lived through those atrocities, some have heard it from parents and grandparents. And ALL of us have felt the impact of the massacres one way or another. We have grown up without family. Our families have been scattered across the globe. We have no free homeland to identify with. We have been raised with images of sorrow, pain and suffering. This has played a critical role in defining our individual as well as collective consciousness. Just a few days ago, right here in our back yard, in Sanoma County, we were outraged by the crimes committed by Ramon Salcido. After killing his wife, boss and sister-in-law he slashed the throats of his three daughters leaving them to die in a dump. Imagine the picture of the one surviving daughter, stranded in a dump, waiting for help. Magnify this event by 100,000 and you have a picture of the gross and savage acts committed by the Turks against the Armenians. Next to the Turks, Salcido would look like a saint. We know the problems. We know the events that took place, and sadly, it stops there. We are guilty of not spreading the word beyond ourselves. Last year, on Martyrs' Day, a group of us went up to San Francisco. On the steps of City Hall, in the cold and rainy weather we stood in a candle light vigil remembering our martyrs. It was a small, quiet demonstration of solidarity among Armenians. But then, all of a sudden, one of the Armenian "leaders" took a bull horn and began exclaiming the standard linesÑ "We shall not let this happen again!" "Turkey shall be brought to justice!" and so on, and so on. Rhetoric! We've all heard it. It sounds good but that is the extent of it's effectiveness. Because it does not go beyond our Ñ the ArmenianÑ ear. Earlier this month, I gave the ACYO an assignment, to write a composition entitled "Martyrs' Day: Is there a solution?" Each of the compositions approached the question in a different manner, yet resoundingly, they all echoed a cynical undertone. Dan Janjigian, won the competition with a well written piece. In his conclusion, he plainly said, "No, there is no solutionÉ" This deduction concerns me, as a priest, as an Armenian, as a father with hopes for the future. It concerns me because, even our young and most impressionable minds are finding the Armenian experience a negative one. We have painted a picture of the Armenian nation and people as a dispensable and disposable commodity. Realistically, you ask, is there an answer? The message I present here is YES! There is an answer. It is much more difficult to achieve than any other. It does not involve killing Turks, yelling in the streets, nor lobbying to pass legislation. It goes beyond this. The answer lies not in asking: Can I do it? rather, "Am I willing to do it?" The solution to our dilemma is no farther than our faith, the faith of our fathers. The solution is in the acceptance of the teachings of our Church and the responsibility that goes with it! If this sounds too simplistic or some kind of pie-in-the-sky talk, please listen on. I have been serving this parish for 7 years. Those of you who have been supportive of this ministry will note one reoccurring theme during those years: It does not mean anything to say you are a Christian if you can't live as a Christian! It does not mean anything to say you are an Armenian if you can't live as an Armenian! It is not enough to say you belong to a people who were the first to accept Christianity, if by your actions (or non-actions) you are willing to be the first to lose that identity. The fact of the first Christian nation is a testimony and tribute to our forefathers, not to us or any other Armenian. What pride is associated with the statement, "I speak Armenian"? There are many Turks who speak Armenian! Where do we find the reasons for proudly exclaiming, "I believe in God"? The devil, Satan himself, believes in God! The real question at this juncture in our history is what are we doing to be worthy to be called an Armenian? A Christian? There is an action and responsibility that accompanies our convictions. We have the greatestÑyet seemingly undiscoveredÑweapon within our faith. Guns and weapons may have won battles throughout our history, but the war has been won by our commitment to the message, "Christ has risen from the dead!" We often speak of the WHITE MASSACRE. The red massacre, with blood, was carried out by the Turk. The white massacre is bloodless but just as effective. It's goal is the annihilation of a people, the Armenian people, and we ourselves are the perpetrators. We survived the red massacre, but unless we change our ways quickly, we will not be able to save ourselves from the white massacre. There is a misconception, though, about the white massacre. The white massacre is not an issue of forgetting the language or forgetting the history. The loss of language, the loss of identity is the result of the white massacre. The white massacre begins with indifferent and non-responsive attitudes. Our indifference and unwillingness to accept responsibility is what is killing us. Our children recognize our apathy and conform or reject the entire Armenian experience. As the Turks were the villains of the red massacre, we can point to the culprits of the white massacre: self-centeredness, indifference, criticism and polarization. Here are some conversations that illustrate the point. These are not isolated and by no means unique examples. ÑDer Hayr, when will the Church be finished? ÑWe're working hard, but we need money. Will you buy a raffle ticket or a ticket to our dance? (after all I can't admit there is not enough faith to bring donations in other ways). ÑWell Der Hayr, you see I just bought a new car and the payments on the home are so taxing. But don't worry, when the Church is built, you'll get a lot of support. ÑLook, they're speaking English in the Church. What kind of Armenian Church is this? ÑWell, we have to reach the people. Why don't you come with me? ÑOh, I go to the church down the street. I get so much out of the service there. Anyway, Jesus is Jesus, He's the same everywhere. ÑHello. I'm pleased to meet you. ÑAre you Armenian? ÑI sure am. ÑWhat kind? American born? FOB? Tashnag? Ragavar?É What the Turks could not accomplish we will accomplish by our own actions. If we don't do away with indifference, criticism and polarization, sure enough we will have massacred the Armenian people. Remember, the Turks did not ask what kind of Armenian we were. The only condition warranting an execution order was our being Armenian. The time has come for us to move forward. We must break out of our ethnocentric shell. The time is here for us to say, "YES THERE IS AN ANSWER TO OUR SITUATION. AND IT BEGINS WITH ME!" And indifference, criticism and polarization can have no place in a healthy and productive model. The massacres were such a traumatic experience that it has transformed us. Some may want to take a negative view, but we must strive for the positive. Look what happened to the Blessed Disciples after the resurrection of our Lord. These weak, timid, doubting, quick-to-deny individuals became the leaders, the strongest and greatest apostles to Christ's Gospels. After the resurrection, the same disciples that deserted our Lord became the ones willin g to lay down their lives for the Gospel. The resurrection transformed them from coward to warrior. Today, the attempted genocide must likewise transform us. We can fight the evil of the massacres by the productive work and actions we do in this world. Let me give you some examples. --Following the earthquake in Armenia last December, we received many donations from non-Armenians. One group of these donations came for Mexicans who would invariably include a note to the effect, "we have been there, we remember what it was like in Mexico City in 1985É" Without a question, this illustrates the transformation of the Mexican people following their tragedy. We must now ask that when the next tragedy happens in the world will the Armenian people be ready to react similarly. --Two years ago author Richard Melikian (The Armenian Answer to the Armenian Question) spoke at our Martyrs' Day commemoration. One of the most touching and moving stories Melikian tells is when he is aiding members of the Pokot tribe in northeast Kenya. He is an eye-witness to the slow death of the Pokotian children by malnutrition. When asked by tribesmen, why he would leave the comforts of America to come to their aid, Melikian would liken the Pokot suffering to that of the Armenians. Because Armenians have known pain, suffering, malnutrition and death, a bond is Ñ and must be Ñ formed with others suffering in this world. He calls on the deepest and most fundamental Christian principles to give him strength in dealing with pain and suffering. In that one action, in that instant, more was accomplished in bringing the Martyrs' Day message to the people than all the demonstrations, all the legislation, all the protests, we have attempted throughout the years. --Last December, just two days after the earthquake in Armenia, our parishioners fed a group of homeless. We felt by helping those in need in the area, someone, in Armenia, would be helping our brothers and sisters. We were criticized by some of our community who could not see the sense in helping others, when our "own" people were in such great need. And this is the point I am making. We can no longer think of "own" as Armenian. Because of the nature of the tragedy we suffered, our response to it must have global ramifications; hence, "our own" includes nothing less than mankind! The Armenian has a very special mission. In completing that mission the Armenian will retain his identity by virtue of the act itself. We need not look far for cases of poverty, hunger, prejudice and the rest. There is genocide happening today in the Middle East, Far East and even here in this country. It hides under the guise of racism. There is starvation, throughout the world as well as here in the Santa Clara Valley. It is a shame that this valley is one of the most prosperous areas in America and there is hunger, homelessness and disease. There is hatred and aggression, barbarism toward people. For weeks now, a small group of our faithful have been attending prayer services at the St. Sava Serbian Orthodox Church. We are praying with them for the plight of their countrymen in Yugoslavia. The Serbians find themselves in a similar situation to what the Armenians went through last year in Karabagh. The Serbian Christian minority is being harassed and killed by Muslim Albanians. This approach to the Armenian question is not an easy way out. It is not for lazy men. It requires commitment and hard work. It requires the denial of self, of killing indifference, of ending criticism and partiality. But first things first. Before any one can tackle the cares of the world, he must be strong in his faith. We begin with an unconditional confession that the center of our faith is not us, but God Himself. We believe that Christ is present in the Eucharist and Christ is in our midst at our Divine Liturgy. This is the starting point. For if we believe Christ is in our midst, what can be more important outside of the Church? If we believe Christ is God incarnate, what is there that we wouldn't do for him? If we believe the Creator of Life said, what you have done for my brothers you have done for me, then how can we not address the social concerns of this world? I would like to give you a small memento from today's sermon as well as a special symbol. Back in the 18th century, when the Armenian Patriarchate in Jerusalem had been mismanaged by the laity, it was in near financial ruin. Archbishop Krikor Shirvantzi was appointed as Patriarch of the Holy City. As a symbol of their financial captivity, the Patriarch donned a large chain around his neck. After this, he was known as Krikor Shghtayagir (the chain bearer) Patriarch. I give you these chains today. As is slavery, these chains are ugly. Like the bonds that bind us, they are strong yet can be broken. Their only purpose is to be a constant reminder to us of who we were, where we are and where we are going. We were a proud and industrious people. Today we have succumbed to the materialist dilemma. We are captive not only because we are without a homeland, but because we have found comfort in our adopted homes. We are slaves to indifference, criticism and partiality. But it is not too late to change and break these chains. Today, our building project, the "Little Armenia" we are building here is in need of help. We are captive because we are building our Church with a mortgage. It is a shame that this new House of God must be in the hands of heathens. Where we are going is up to us. We can remain with chains or we can break them. I ask that you place these chains on your necks, on your belts, in your pockets and purses. Keep them close to you as a reminder. When you are making a purchase you will reach for the money in your pocket or purse and run across this chain. When you come across it thinkÑ do I really need that item? Is there something less expensive I can purchase and give the savings to build our ChurchÑto break this chain? These chains will serve as a constant reminder to us of who we were, what we are and where we are going. -------------------------------------- c. 1988 Fr. Vazken Movsesian Address comments to: dervaz@sain.org --------------------------------------