Message of Fr. Vazken Movsesian, parish priest of St. Andrew Armenian Church, Cupertino, from the Nakhagoch Newsletter. Electronic version archived on: SAIN-- St. Andrew Information Network -------------------------------------- c. 1989 Fr. Vazken Movsesian Address comments to: dervaz@sain.org -------------------------------------- March 1989 Pastor's Thoughts After the Earthquake and After Death A few months have past since the Catholicoi of our Church came to the United States for deliberations and meeting regarding the reconstruction effort in Armenia. At the invitation of His Holiness Vazken I, Catholicos of All Armenians, His Holiness Karekin II, Catholicos of the Greater House of Cilicia and delegations of the Armenian Church and Armenian organizations met in New York to plot the course of relief to earthquake devastated Armenia. Some overly anxious Armenian community members began to shout unity during and after the proceedings. They saw these meetings as a sign of oneness in the Armenian Church. It is always amusing to note, those who are the most vocal about unity are the least knowledgeable about the Church. There must be an axiom somewhere that says the amount of knowledge one has is inversely proportional to the amount of noise he makes. Without proper medical experience we would never consider walking into an operating room to perform surgery. Without law school, which one of us would stand a chance in court? Even in a simpler metaphor, without ever getting behind the wheel of a car, which one of us would ever presume to drive. Yet isn't it interesting that when it comes to religion, most everyone is welcome to have an opinion? And in the workings of the Church, isn't it interesting that those who have not stepped foot into the Church, or at least since their baptism, are the first to express their opinions? Let's put a few things out in the open. The Armenian Church is one! It always has been. There are administrative problems and those must be worked out. Yet for our intent and purpose, this does not change the meaning, the nature and purpose of our faith. The Armenian Church is part of the living Body of Christ. It's prime mission is to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ. It cannot be divided. The meetings that took place in February were for Armenian Earthquake Relief. That was the purpose and the focus of those deliberations. Anything more is conjecture, until and unless those involved in those meetings say differently. The direction given by the meetings was such that each Armenian organization would take on a specific project in the reconstruction effort. The re-building and reconstruction of towns and buildings are essential and no doubt will be done over the course of a few years. Yet, sadly we are not hearing of the reconstruction and rebuilding of lives. What is being done in this area? Last month I met with a doctor who had just returned from Armenia. His group had brought 37 patients and parents to America for treatment. The details of the devastation sounded all too familiar. Yet two incidents he spoke of, hounded at me like a reoccurring nightmare. First, in Yerevan hospitals, he reported that among the children who were not physically hurt by the earthquake, there was a definite refusal to eat. They were thin and looked malnourished. Second, on their 17 hour trip to the United States, not one of the 37 survivors ever mentioned a word about the earthquake!!! Not one!!! You don't need a degree in psychology to know something is wrong. Trauma affects the personality in many ways. During a recent trip to New York, I had the fortune of visiting some of these very special patients. Cornell University Hospital is a large and cold structure from the outside. It houses hundreds, if not thousands, of New York's ill. Guided by a list of earthquake survivor's names and accompanied by three seminarians from the St. Nerses Armenian Theological School, we began a quest--to locate an Armenian, an Armenian survivor in this infirmary. On the eighth floor, we found one Narine Egoian. Those familiar with Armenian poetry and songs have heard the classic lines describing the girl from Armenia, "Hayastani aghchigneruÉ" The writers of those songs must have dreamt of girls like Narine. Dark eyes, dark hair, with an ever present shy smile, Narine welcomed us into her room. She was a girl out of time, full of anticipation. Narine is 18. She is from the city of Leninakan, one of the cities hardest hit by the quake. She has a father, mother and younger sister, whose lives were also spared. They remain in Armenia. She has suffered injuries to her legs; the chances are good that amputation will not be necessary. Narine's situation was not the worst of all the patients we visited that afternoon. She smiled, laughed and was most appreciative of our visit. At the second hospital, we found six survivors. For unapparent reasons they were watched over by some sort of security guard system. Nonetheless, a couple of us were allowed to go to visit. This scene resembled more a Christmas morning than a hospital. Apparently, the New York Armenians have been good to these patients. Their rooms were full of toys and gadgets. Rev. Fr. Arten and Yeretzgin Ashjian of New York, were there at the time, passing out gifts from their community. The pain of being legless, without families seemed to disappear, at least for the moment. We talked with the patients only briefly here. I expressed the concern of our St. Andrew parishioners for their welfare and situation. At one point, I mentioned to two of the ladies, that once they were up and around, we would love to have them come to our area. I explained we were close to the San Francisco Bay and there was much beauty for them to see. One of the ladies, looked up and asked a simple question, "Der Hayr, are there earthquakes in San Francisco?"--A vital question for her, one which I had not anticipated. When I answered that the earth is known to move on occasion, she graciously said thanks but no thanks. The reconstruction of homes, buildings, towns seems to be the easy target of the relief activity. The more money we collect, the easier the target. The rehabilitation of lives is the more difficult project. The Church must be at the forefront of this effort. Pain, fear, suffering are commonplace problems the Church has addressed, because of the Apostolic mission with which we are commissioned--The spreading of the Good News of Jesus Christ. That Good News is "Christ has risen from the dead!!!" This was the first gospel and it remains THE GOSPEL of the Church. "In the world you have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world." (Jn. 16:33) What better time than Easter to re-commit ourselves to the Gospel message. Christ overcomes the greatest pain, fear, and suffering. The Christian, in his/her life, must echo this triumph. It may seem difficult at times, especially during the month of April, when we will once again commemorate Martyrs' Day on the 24th. The barbaric crime of genocide will once again be the focus of countless dissertations and writings this month (check the Armenian press). But let us keep in mind, that the attempted genocide by the Turks was not and will not be the last attempt toward us or any people. We must combat this reality by proving our existence as a people risen from the dead. When the women came to the tomb where Christ laid, on that first Easter morning, they found it empty. They were frightened when two men stood before them. The question they posed was, "Why do you seek the living among the dead?" (Lk. 24:1-5) As we pray during the Easter season, I am calling on our people, to huddle around this question. Our search for our people must be among the living and not the dead, just as our search for Christ must not be at the grave. The pains we have endured as a people, be it massacre, be it earthquake, have happened. We cannot forget, but neither can we let it fester within us. Today there is life to celebrate. And by celebrating life, we become the catalyst by which life enters those who fear, who suffer and who have lost hope. We heard of the tens of thousands who lost their lives in the earthquake last December. Let us remember that hundreds of thousands of lives have been effected. Life may never be the same for them. Our role as the Church, the Living Body of Jesus Christ, is stand as proof, that life can follow tragedy, that life does not end at the grave. We begin by strengthening ourselves. We begin by seeking the living and not the dead.-------------------------------------- c. 1989 Fr. Vazken Movsesian Address comments to: dervaz@sain.org --------------------------------------